Malas oh Malas

It’s the last week for year 2009 and I'm feeling super lazy. Rasa dah malas nak buat kerja. Malas nak pergi kerja. Malas dengan kerja yang ada. And sangat lah tidak motivated langsung. Makanya, for year 2010, I've listed down below items as my azam or wishlist:

1. New job, perhaps?? Because I'm sick & tired with what I'm doing now. Dah nak masuk 4 tahun. Mintak tukar, tak dapatnye. Boringggg...I'm hoping for career advancement...with biggggggggggggggg money....ahahha....sesungguhnye ku mata duitan...:p
2. Time to save more $$$$$ to renovate my to-be-completed house..nak buat, grill, dry/wet kitchen, plaster ceiling, built-in wardrobe...kalo ade rezeki lebih, nak kasi cantik toilet and pasang electric gate..furnitures - kemudian fikir...:-)
3. Must go on holidays and spend more quality family time
4. Stay healthy
5. Educate Nia so that dia jadi anak mummy & babah yg solehah....
6. Be more generous to those in need & thankful for what I have
7. Cook more meals for suamiku....kihkhikih
8. Fix my retirement & financial plan for my children

8 items seems quite a lot...hopefully mampu la nak buat everything...plan for the best....Insya Allah

My Ears!!!

There's something wrong with my right ear.

Since Monday this week, I've been having problems to hear from my right ear. At first, ingatkan just water masuk time mandi and tersumbat. But now the ringing is getting louder, and today I'm having problem to hear from my right side. Makanya, pergi la check at the Shell House clinic. The doctor tengok la telinga, tapi she said my both my ears are very clean - in fact sampai takde wax pon kat dalam. There's no swelling or any redness either. Makanya, she gave me some Clarinase and Nasal Spray to clear this off. But somehow I'm very skeptical that this would work. Katanya, it could be my sinus menyebabkan the inside part of the ear is swollen ke ape. But she can't see even after checking my nose. Haihhh. The ringing doesn't stop and now I'm not confident that the nasal spray or even Clarinase would work. Makanya, I'm thinking of asking for a referral letter so that I can go and check with the ENT specialist tomorrow. Sebab, kepala makin berat, and its throbbing on the right side belah belakang. And my God!!! The ringing!!! Eiii…stress!!! Cakap telipon pon dengar like pelik so I had to use my left ear….*sigh*…

So, petang ni nak try call the Shell clinic again and check if I can get the referral letter…else, I'll go to a normal GP later tonight and get a referral to see Dr Awal at DSH tomorrow…

Shared this with Ida pagi tadi, and she said the same happened to her also last time - to the extend she can't walk in the end….sebab rupanya, her eardrums were swollen…and normal GP cant see it using the normal benda that they have to check your ears at the clinic tu…so she also had to go to a ENT to put some medications in her ears to it cleared and reduce the swelling!! ERK!!!

Takut jugak telinga duk berdengung ni…uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! Somemore, we're planning to go back to JB tomorrow….adoiiiii….macam mana ni…telinga tengah tak sedap….kepala pon semacam je….and the worst of all, I cant really hear when people are talking to me!!!...Panic Mode - ON! L

SuNani Macakkkk?!!! WOWW!!

Yes...believe it or not.....I cooked lunch today....ahahahah....for those whom are close to me, might know that this is indeed a miracle!!!hahahaa....and don't play play....bukan sebarang lunch ok....we had sotong goreng gajus....kerabu daging bakar and....jeng jeng jenggg....chilli crab!!!...Encik Fahmi makan dengan penuh berselera and siap bertambah nasik...adakah itu ikhlas or nak amik ati or memang food masakan saya sodappp?...ehehehe....wallahualam...for evidence, we took some pictures sebagai bukti....kihkihkhi....

Makan dengan full concentration
Kerabu daging bakar

Chilli Crab

Sotong Masak Gajus

Nia being bullied by Abah

Standing & Crawling Like a Worm!

Makcik kecik ni da bukan main expert now...boleh berdiri and siap attempt nak let go of the handrail..eksyen sungguh..nampak gaya nak kena lower down the baby crib to the lowest point la weekend ni....merangkak pon da bukan main laju.....mcm ulat pon ade....cos bulat and kemetot on the floor crawling around....cepatnye Nia besar...haih...if only I can freeze the time kasi bulat macam ni je....

Sad News

2 of my close friends had miscarriages this week. Sorang at 8 weeks and the other at 10 weeks gestation. So they have to flush out the blood clot either by taking medications or via D&C procedure (Dilation & Curretage). Listening to them, I'm pretty sure it's quite upsetting and will somehow or rather affect your emotions. I, myself, have never experienced any miscarriages before (Alhamdulillah). But I can understand being someone who has peed on the white stick before and watching the lines turned to a clear definite blue - it's the most wonderful feeling that you can have. Knowing that inside your tummy, your junior has started developing.

Nak pulak, kalau dah start pergi jumpe gyne. And you get to see the so-called 'Baby' during the scan. And there's the heart-beat, laju macam bunyi kuda duk tengah berlari - Hehehe. Memang sangat excited!!!

I can't say much, but I am sorry that they have to go thru this - which I'm sure no woman would want to go thru. But, as they say, there's always a hikmah disebalik setiap ujian Tuhan itu. God will never test you, if He knows that you are not capable of overcoming His tests.

So, take this opportunity to keep on cuddling with your spouses, because trust me, you would barely have time for this when 'Mini You' arrives later on. Go on second - third - fourth honeymoons - and take this time to pamper yourself. Insya Allah, when the time comes, you will be mommies in no time and Nia will have more friends to play with! Yeay!

Till then, chin up, rest well, love all and of course enjoy the process of making more babies in the coming months… ;-)

Caught by Mummy while having a go on Abah's wheel!

the Teh Tarik Place

Last weekend, the whole big troop finally met up for breakfast after a few weeks of virtual planning. Sounds very canggih. LOL! Anyway, seperti dijanjikan, breakfast was supposed to be at 10am & the The Tarik Place, The Curve.
Surprisingly, Nadya was the first one to be there. Followed by Sarah, Maya, Mieko & Co. By the time we reached there derang dah start makan pon. Ida was LATE!!!! By an hour!!!!! Eehhehe…sebab Cik Meen dia buat hal la…biasa la tu, dah beranak kecik, nak keluar rumah memang la payah…
So we talked and gossiped and laughed and chit chat some more and of course, harusla amek gambar. Hope to have this more often. Baru la dapat merapatkan hubungan silaturrahim. J

Tak Sekolah!

I was driving back home from work yesterday evening, and had to stop at the junction waiting for the traffic light to turn to green. All of the sudden, the car driver in front of me dengan tak semena-mena, bukak pintu kereta, and decided to throw rubbish by the road side. Apa jenis dia ni. Simply baling saja sampai kat tepi jalan time bukak pintu. I've always hated people who likes to litter around. Sungguh la tidak menjaga environment. Is it so difficult for you to wait until you reach wherever you're supposed to go, be it balik rumah or nak pergi mall ke ape. I'm sure where you're going tu ade byk tong sampah for you to throw your rubbish. Kenapa la kena buang kat tepi jalan? If it’s a bio-degradable item, i wouldn't have minded, ini tak, mamat hampeh ni bole buang tin Coke!!! Makanya, saya pon mengambil gambar of the culprit yg tak civic-minded ini. Dah la buang sampah, after the light turns green, boleh pulak buat illegal u-turn kat junction. Nasib tgn ku busy memandu, kalo tak dah amek gambo/video tunjuk org tak sekolah menangah ni. Hish!!!! Officer!!! Please sue this man!!!!

Mug-Shot

Nia had her first mug-shot taken yesterday kat Imigresen Shah Alam.
Of all the pictures, she refused to smile for her passport photo. Kalo tak, normally, pantang tgk camera, sure dah tersengeh dah. Penat je Photographer tu duk agak dia berbagai macam. Masam terus muka. Takpela, what to do. Mummy said, snap away je la. One shot and we're done.

Nia muka terkejut and masam-ness! hehehe...